1. |
Going Away
03:39
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Well, I know that you're leaving tomorrow
I know that you're leaving, she said
And it's unfair I know but would you please stay home
And not leave me alone in our bed
Well, you know that I hate this, believe me
You know that I hate this, I said
But if I stay in town and keep fucking around
Well, you know that I'll just wind up dead
I have to learn to take care of myself now
And I have to learn to forget what I know
I could just choose to stay and change nothing today
And keep living in lies watching everything die
But I know
I have to learn to get out of my head
She said, why won't you just fucking stop then?
Forget everything except me
We could make it I know, if you'd learn to say no
Then I don't see why you'd have to leave
It's too late for me yes you know it
It's too late for me this I know
So Just stop your crying and see that I'm trying
And I have nowhere left to go
And I have to learn to take care of myself now
And I have to learn to forget what I know
I could just choose to stay and change nothing today
And keep living in lies watching everything die
But I know
I have to learn to get out of my head
I don’t want to feel this way
Don’t want to feel this way
I don’t want to feel this again
I don’t want to feel this way
Don’t want to feel this way
I don’t want to feel this again
I don’t want to feel this way
Don’t want to feel this way
I don’t want to feel this no more
I don’t want to feel this way
Don’t want to feel this way
I don’t want to feel this again
But it’s too late
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2. |
Friends
02:59
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Used to be the best of friends
But I'll never see you again
Cause I can't grow up
Man, I fucked up
Now it seems I'm always bored
Nothing numbs me anymore
And if that's not sad
Tell me what is
And now I'm more sick than I ever was
No one wants to talk to me again
And it's so fucked up
I can't grow up
And if that's not sad
Tell me what is
Whoa oh
Whoa oh
Whoa oh
Used to be the best of friends
But I'll never see you again
Cause I can't grow up
Man, I fucked up
Now it seems I'm always bored
Nothing numbs me anymore
And if that's not sad
Tell me what is
And now I'm more sick than I ever was
No one wants to talk to me again
And it's so fucked up
I can't grow up
And if that's not sad
Tell me what is
Tell me what is
And now I'm more sick than I ever was
No one wants to talk to me again
And it's so fucked up
I can't grow up
And if that's not sad
Tell me what is
And if that's not sad
Tell me what is
If that's not sad
Tell me what is
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3. |
Existence
02:20
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Why are we here
Here at the same time
I don't believe in coincidence
What are we doing
Why are we here
I ask all the time
Just to live and afford a home
Do I search inside?
I always get up
Every morning
Gotta go work
Get paid for the weekend
Why are we here?
I don't know why
Why here?
Why now?
Why no other time?
Oh, I wanna go ride outside
So when I went outside
Then I teleport back inside
Why's it so hot now?
And they're burning down all the tree
And they leave me with factory
Smoke and ash is all I breathe
Why are we here?
I don't know why
Why here?
Why now?
Why no other time?
Why are we here?
I don't know why
Why here?
Why now?
Why no other time?
Ahhh ahhh ahhh
Ah aha ah ahhh
Ahhh ahhh ahhh
Ah aha ah ahhh
It's all a mystery
Why do I even find a reason to breathe?
It's in my head it seems
I know that it all works out in the end
Ahhh ahhh ahhh
Ah aha ah ahhh
Ahhh ahhh ahhh
Ah aha ah ahhh
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4. |
ACAB
03:24
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A restless condition, a need for control
Still don’t believe in the power you hold
They sow this dissension for us obey
I don’t care what you want, don’t believe what they say
I don’t care what you want, don’t believe what they say
A restless condition, a badge and a gun
A one-sided story of what we’ve become
An unarmed civilian left to die in the street
I don’t care what you want, can’t believe what I see
Don’t you think we’ve had enough this time?
What’s it gonna take for us to see
The simple reality of
Protecting/Serving property
Leaving those in need the victims
And all I see, I believe
There’s no point of optimism
Hold on, the worst is yet to come
A restless condition, disease of the soul
A pawn of the system you’re sworn to uphold
You’re sick with the power that led you astray
I don’t care what you want, don’t believe what they say
An innocent victim, a badge and a gun
A one-sided story of what we’ve become
An unarmed civilian just begging to breathe
I don’t care what you want, can’t believe what I see
Don’t you think we’ve had enough this time?
What’s it gonna take for us to see
The simple reality of
Protecting/Serving property
Leaving those in need the victims
And all I see, I believe
There’s no point of optimism
Hold on, the worst is yet to come
The ultimate conclusion of the game that we’ve been playing
Is the inevitable destruction of the system they created
The function of police is the lie that we’ve been told
It’s protection for the rich and to keep you in control
What’s it gonna take for us to see
The simple reality of
Protecting/Serving property
Leaving those in need the victims
And all I see, I believe
There’s no point of optimism
Hold on, the worst is yet to come
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5. |
February 15
03:38
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You
Got something I can use if you gave it away
To someone like me
I'd show you what it means for a heart to break
So stay away
Cause I’ve been down this road too many times
It's not okay
To treat someone you love with so much hate
So take it all, make it last forever
And you
The freckles on your face light up this place
Like the stars in space
I wanna figure out how long it takes
To feel okay
Cause I’ve been down this road too many times
But I’ll embrace
What's done is done and I’m the one to blame
I want you here but you're so far away now
I'm losing my mind I fuck up everything
Over the dumbest things, yeah
And if I could make it right
Would you still be here with me?
Here with me
I want another song that I can sing
Of misery
As long as I'm alive you'll always be
Another dream
And I will keep it in my memory
And as for me
I'm lost without a cause so let me be
Just let me be
Stay so far away from
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6. |
The Waves
02:33
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Waking up filled with anxious energy
I guess it's nice just to feel something
I'm giving up, plagued with constant misery
I guess it's time for something real
Cause every second I'm with you
(Second I’m with you)
There's nothing I would rather do
(I would rather do)
And every minute till I drift away
I wanna be with you
Staying up, lost in this conversation
Then I fall asleep at dawn
I wanna know
What's your favorite movie, what's your favorite song?
And do you think of me?
Just don't, don't fall asleep yet
Cause every second I'm with you
(Second I’m with you)
There's nothing I would rather do
(I would rather do)
And every minute till I drift away
I wanna be with you
So tell me is it worth it babe?
And tell me is it true?
Cause every minute, every hour, every day
I wanna be with you
Cause every second I'm with you
(Second I’m with you)
There's nothing I would rather do
(I would rather do)
And every minute till I drift away
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
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7. |
Immortal
02:39
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Third of my life I spend it sleeping away
When I'm awake, I’m straight up dreaming all day
So you could say
I dreamed my life away
I'm gonna hit the hay
Cause there’s nothing left to say
Is this movie in 3-D?
With the news distracting me
I look at my eye-floaties
Ringing ears will never cease
Doing what makes sense to me
In my temporary body
Third of my life I spend it sleeping away
When I'm awake, I’m straight up dreaming all day
So you could say I dreamed my life away
I'm gonna slip away
Cause there's nothing left to say
Is this movie in 3-D?
With the news distracting me
Is this all meant to be?
Am I doing the right thing?
Or is this my final scene?
In my temporary body
(Third of my life I spend it sleeping away)
In my temporary body
(When I'm awake, I’m straight up dreaming all day)
In my temporary body
(So you could say)
In my temporary body
(I dreamed my life away)
In my temporary
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8. |
Dysthymia
02:26
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I just can't get to sleep tonight
The moon is shining in my eyes
As I lie awake, thoughts stimulate
My overactive mind
And it feels like I can't breathe without her
Can't eat, can't fucking sleep without her
And every night that she's away
Can't ease my troubled mind
And I said
Wait, please don't go
Cause I need you by my side tonight
If you leave, I won't make it on my own
And I said
Wait, please don't go
Cause I need you by my side tonight
If you leave, I won't make it on my own
As I drift to sleep, my sanity
It just don't seem to follow me
You're in my head and in my dreams
And I can't seem to get away
From memories and broken hearts
Anxiety and dumb remarks
And every night I lie awake
This song plays in my head
And it’s like
Wait, please don't go
Cause I need you by my side tonight
If you leave, I won't make it on my own
And I said
Wait, please don't go
Cause I need you by my side tonight
If you leave, I won't make it on my own
And I said
Wait, please don't go
Cause I need you by my side tonight
If you leave, I won't make it on my own
And I said
Wait, please don't go
Cause I need you by my side tonight
If you leave, I won't make it on my own
(And I said
Wait, please don't go)
I just can't get to sleep tonight
The moon is shining in my eyes
(Cause I need you by my side tonight)
As I lie awake, thoughts stimulate
(If you leave, I won't make it on my own)
My overactive mind
And it feels like I can't breathe without her
(And I said
Wait, please don't go)
Can't eat, can't fucking sleep without her
(Cause I need you by my side tonight)
And every night that she's away
(If you leave, I won't make it on my own)
Can't ease my troubled mind
On my own
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9. |
I'm Sorry
02:35
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Well I’m sorry mom
For when I threw up on the carpet, blamed it on the dog
For when I overdosed inside my room
When you were out of town, I was left dead on the ground
And I'm sorry mom
And I'm sorry dad
I just wanted you to know it's not so bad
I owe everything I am to you
You taught me to be a man
Gave me everything you had
And I'm sorry dad
I've done so much wrong I can't believe you can say my name
Without vomit in your mouth, without a bullet in my brain
I'd take back everything I did now, just to start again
Fuck everything I said and what I did
And I'm sorry kid
I wish I had a cure for the way life is
I know no one understands you
But it's never gonna change if you always stay the same
And I'm sorry kid
Here's to all my friends
The ones who stuck around till the very end
It's hard to understand it
But I'm trying hard to change, it's getting better everyday
And I'm glad we're friends
I've done so much wrong I can't believe you can say my name
Without vomit in your mouth, without a bullet in my brain
I'd take back everything I did now, just to start again
Fuck everything I said and what I did
I've done so much wrong I can't believe you can say my name
Without vomit in your mouth, without a bullet in my brain
I'd take back everything I did now, just to start again
Fuck everything I said and what I did
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10. |
A Long Way Home
03:08
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I thought I heard your voice again but it was just a dream
So I laid my head back down and I went back to sleep
And it's okay
I can't explain
Exactly just what brought me to this place
But in the end I know I’ll see you again
Lately I've been seeing things and trying to understand
But I could never make real sense of this world we're living in
Woe to be
Just to breathe
And bleed to live the lives we're meant to lead
And in the end I know I’ll see you again
I've been up and down these avenues
Stayed up all night just waiting for a sign
Or anything to tell me what to do
But I waste my time
Waste my time with you
I've been up and down these avenues
Stayed up all night just waiting for a sign
Or anything to tell me what to do
But I waste my time
Waste my time with you
I thought I heard your voice again but it was just a dream
And so I laid my head back down and I went back to sleep
Well now I see
What it means
The past is nothing but a memory
And in the end I know I’ll see you again
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11. |
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I know I lost the battle but I haven't lost the war
I see your face and I remember everything I'm fighting for
Cause everybody's searching for a place to call their own
I look back and I remember what it's like to feel at home and I say
Here's my resignation
(Whoa oh oh oh)
I'm giving you my last goodbye, goodbye
I lost my concentration
(Whoa oh oh oh)
I never had a reason why
Oh why?
Well, I know I lost the battle but I'm trying to move on
I see your face and I remember and it helps me to carry on
Cause every time I make it I burn it to the ground
Now I’m standing in the ashes wishing you were still around and I say
Here's my resignation
(Whoa oh oh oh)
I'm giving you my last goodbye, goodbye
I lost my concentration
(Whoa oh oh oh)
I never had a reason why
Oh why?
Well, I know I lost the battle but I'm trying to move on
I see your face and I remember and it helps me to carry on
Cause every time I make it I burn it to the ground
Now I’m standing in the ashes wishing you were still around and I say
Here's my resignation
(Whoa oh oh oh)
I'm giving you my last goodbye, goodbye
I lost my concentration
(Whoa oh oh oh)
I never had a reason why
Oh why?
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12. |
Coming Home
04:16
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I was walking all night until sunrise
I was trying to find my way home
With the moon in the sky and your words on my mind
I never thought I would make it alone
Here we go
I woke up alone the next morning
I never thought I would see you again
In the desert I roamed till I let myself go
And I finally saw what you meant
We all pray that god will speak to us
But we don't ever shut the fuck up
And here in the desert I finally saw who I was
And I'm on my way home
And I’m on my way home
I walked to your house after sunset
And finally looked in your eyes
As I turned for the night and I kissed you goodbye
I could finally see you were right
The darkness can only work through us
Until we step into the light
And here in your arms I knew I had the strength left to fight
And I’m on my way home
And I’m on my way home
And I’m on my way home
And I’m on my way home
And I’m on my way home
And I’m on my way home
And I’m on my way home
(I don’t wanna feel this way, don’t wanna feel this way)
(I don’t wanna feel this way, don’t wanna feel this way)
And I’m on my way home
(I don’t wanna feel this way, don’t wanna feel this way)
(I don’t wanna feel this way, don’t wanna feel this way)
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Mia Antifa El Paso, Texas
punk rock music from El Paso, TX.
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